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May. 8th, 2006 10:32 pm
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I'm a fucking rockstar.  So why aren't people interested in hiring my fine ass?  Well, i guess i have some holes in my skillset.  But i'm not about to buy a Brocade switch or a Hitachi SAN off eBay so i can improve myself.

I do think that i got soft at Macromedia and didn't expand my skills enough, especially the last 6½ months from ADBE takeover announcement to the bitter end.  Sure, nobody else was working then, but i let the malaise drag me down instead of taking care of myself.  If i'd let that happen in my relationship with Kim, she'd've divorced me.  Not that i'm saying i should put as much effort into my job as i do my marriage, but i shouldn't get comfortable and take it for granted, especially when the eventual outcome of the acquisition was evident to anyone with half a brain (but, alas, even i suffer from denial).

Anyway, i'll keep plugging away.  So far, the only places that have gotten back to me and haven't turned me down are Apple and TiVo.  More résumés have been dispatched.  I'll be getting my mojo back soon, i can feel it.

Date: 2006-05-09 06:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eejitalmuppet.livejournal.com
I have to admit that I always find job-hunting soul-destroying. Rejections are hard enough, but I find the deafening silences hardest to deal with: it's not knowing how long to wait until writing an app off as a dead loss . . .

Anyway, good luck. You will find something; I just hope it's something you actually enjoy.

Date: 2006-05-09 07:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ltempt.livejournal.com
Urk. I met with a pimp today and spent one hour and twenty minutes being annoyed. I hate the whole process.

As far as Brocade switches go, they're pretty damn easy. Easy enough that it wouldn't be hard to claim the knowledge and bluff it out. Besides, half the time the switch configuration is done by the SAN vendor. Claiming experience with EMC etc is pretty damn easy - you aren't allowed to touch the EMC kit, so you don't need to know too much about it.

I've been told that Hitachi kit is a breeze to deal with, but I've never had the chance.

Date: 2006-05-09 07:16 am (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (oops)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
Oh, it will be something i enjoy. Unless my job search sucks for the rest of the month, at which point i'll seriously start thinking about making ugly compromises.

Date: 2006-05-09 07:17 am (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (bofh)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
We considered Hitachi at MACR but we ended up going with HP instead.

I submitted my CV today to a pimp outfit, i hope i don't regret it.

Date: 2006-05-09 07:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ltempt.livejournal.com
HP stuff is really easy, if you mean the EVA boxes. I just hate the whole Windows SAN appliance box thing, even if you do get commandline tools.

99.999% of IT jobs in Australia are handled via pimps, so one doesn't get an option here. Five nines stupidity.

Date: 2006-05-09 07:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] internebbish.livejournal.com
Aside from hating them for being ass - do you know anything about F5 boxes? Wells was big on F5 and Cisco. Want me to put some feelers out?

-moo

Date: 2006-05-09 07:53 am (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (cocoon)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
Very little. Sure, feelers are good, thanks.

Date: 2006-05-09 08:25 am (UTC)
vatine: Generated with some CL code and a hand-designed blackletter font (Default)
From: [personal profile] vatine
Go read the latest Blues Hobbits installment, it might (just) make you smile, I hope.

Date: 2006-05-09 08:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lusercop.livejournal.com
Agreed, job hunting is always a nightmare. I sometimes feel like my CV looks really shit, then I realise that I find it really hard to do the embellishments, so I put down what I actually know. I ought to probably take off some of the stuff I've done in the past, as I couldn't claim to know it any more.

Good luck, though.

Date: 2006-05-09 09:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cheesetruck.livejournal.com
I wouldn't worry about it. I was out of work for a year then ended up with the really awesome O2/Nortel gig. (The job itself was very good. The people who paid me were the absolute pits. The job itself was really good.)

And then I came here (:

Anyway, you already know 90% of the problem is you're in a market where they have 87 people just like you (in their books) and they can take whomever does whatever they like most, or in some cases, the dice get rolled, or in many cases, someone knows someone.

I would just not worry too much about it. (Having been there semi-recently, I know that worrying about it is impossible to remove completely.)

Ooo, Aperture....

Date: 2006-05-09 10:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mouseworks.livejournal.com
I wish you well with the application with Apple for my own twisted reasons.

But, yeah, job hunting sucks.

Date: 2006-05-09 12:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gallifreyan.livejournal.com
After a few Mack(tm) trucks ran through the holes in my skill set, I learned to advertise them as free parking with purchase.

Seriously, though, I know enough about SANs to get by. I can zone a Brocade switch with the docs and the web interface. Nobody worth working for will turn you down (other than for a storage architect position) for not having the screens or CLI memorized.

ANd I know about the slackage. I did the same at my last job. It was a blessing in disguise to get hit with a major (for the company) SAN/Oracle/server buildout in the last two months.

I'd offer to put your resume in where I am, but I don't think we have open reqs and there are two people lined up for them already :)

Date: 2006-05-09 12:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mmcirvin.livejournal.com
I remember that back in '97, I felt sometimes like the whole industry existed just to jerk me around. There was supposedly this tech boom going on, and I got a fair number of interviews, but almost everyone who interviewed me turned out to be under a hiring freeze. They were just collecting resumes like Pokemon cards. Half of 'em would announce massive layoffs after inteviewing me.

My background got me lots of slightly freaky attention from recruiters with black military contractor jobs that they couldn't even describe. I told myself I'd exhaust other possibilities before taking those.

I talked to one employment agency that said in soft and patronizing tones that I should expect to earn half of what I eventually got.

Eventually, I got two offers at once, from, of all things, a job fair. Job fairs are supposed to suck, but this one did the trick. I think my weird resume actually became an asset there, because there were all these kids with fresh CS degrees and Windows C++ experience lining up in front of the tables for the body shops, and the people who were not looking for those kids were interested in talking to anybody who was not them.

Date: 2006-05-09 12:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] opadit.livejournal.com
Sorry to hear your job search has been disappointing so far. Best of luck!

Date: 2006-05-09 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] benchilada.livejournal.com
Thumbs up, soldier.

Date: 2006-05-09 01:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] asienieizi.livejournal.com
"I'll be getting my mojo back soon"
There can be only _one_ Mojo, and he's mine!
http://www.home.earthlink.net/~dogsnus/images/Mojo&Ailey.jpg
Seriously though, after my big layoff from HP I found myself in the saturated market of resumes and certain courtesies discontinued such as receiving so much as a simple acknowledgement. Even a polite: "HAW HAW LUZER not even CLOSE" would have been nice. No matter how good the support of loved ones you it can really suck a lot of self-confidence from you so be kind to yourself.
(I began to refer to the bastids as "soul suckers".) Bastids.

Date: 2006-05-09 02:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mdyesowitch.livejournal.com
Call your references and see if they have additional job searching ideas and other companies you might be interested in?
You might try using a networking site like LinkedIn too to expand your scope.
And play around with different resume formats.

Date: 2006-05-09 02:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sanspoof.livejournal.com
Yeugh, you and me both, man.
I just had a great situation with emailing an art director that my previous boss introduced me to, and just... nothing in reply. Courtesy! Meaningless.

Date: 2006-05-09 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandollar17.livejournal.com
Mojo is always good.

You can take some of mine---I think I have my hands sufficiently full for the next 5 weeks. :)

Date: 2006-05-09 03:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arian1.livejournal.com
Just hang in there man. It will come. Heh..listen to me, after spinning around the country for three years thinking I'd never get back out here. Just hang in there man, seriously. If I can get a tech gig again, ANYONE can.


PS: Who do I bribe for an icon like that?

Date: 2006-05-09 06:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] captain-nesky.livejournal.com
Ha! the-thugish-rugish! that's funny!

Date: 2006-05-09 08:41 pm (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (teeth)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
You'll have to hope someone draws something like that on a Priority Mail envelope, hang it on a street-facing window, and a photographer walks by.

Date: 2006-05-09 08:41 pm (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (anime - (c) 2002 jim vandewalker)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
No, no, you'll need that to graduate with flying colors!

Date: 2006-05-09 08:43 pm (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (bowler)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
I'm actually on LI and i've been using their SimplyHired site. And i have been using my networking skills, but some of them are also looking for similar jobs, so it's a bit awkward.

I don't know where to start with alternative résumé formats. I'd appreciate any suggestions (http://ennui.org/rone/resume.html).

Date: 2006-05-09 08:44 pm (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (cornholio)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
DOGGY!!!!#!@

Date: 2006-05-09 08:46 pm (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (monterey)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
Yes, i was delighted to see a new entry.

Date: 2006-05-10 12:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolffire.livejournal.com
Wanna link? (jenny at wolffireworks dot com)

I don't know of anything down in your area off the top of my head. I'll keep my ears open.

Have you thought of doing some indy contracting?

Date: 2006-05-10 12:13 am (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (quiet)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
I would much rather avoid contracting. I need benefits for the family.

Date: 2006-05-10 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandollar17.livejournal.com
Oh yeah...right. I'm graduating.

Date: 2006-05-10 05:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madmerle.livejournal.com
I hear you - hang in there! I am SO not looking forward to job hunting within the next year or two myself...

BTW, I looked at your resume - I didn't know you were at Ames for awhile! I was at NAS from 1988-1994 doing C programming in their Mass Storage group. Ah, the good old days...

Date: 2006-05-10 03:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolffire.livejournal.com
Ah, yes, well...not impossible as an indy, but definitely a cost to consider. If you see something interesting on LI I can help you with, let me know.

Date: 2006-05-10 07:21 pm (UTC)
vatine: Generated with some CL code and a hand-designed blackletter font (Default)
From: [personal profile] vatine
So, any ideas for more installments to be spun from? I might, just, need a gentle prod (the last one was because I saw someone looking at the others, as I was perusing the Apache logs).

Date: 2006-05-11 05:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zoutke.livejournal.com
I wish you better luck than mine with you job hunt! But then again you have some interesting knowledge for companies.

I don't know how is it there but over here I got informed by the "jop-application coach" we get at the course that chronological order CV is out and you should go for anti-chronological. But if you really want to be on the up-and-coming wave you should use the skills based CV that also hides better holes in your carrier (or a previous carrier you may want to hide, like academic researcher)

Date: 2006-05-11 05:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sambushell.livejournal.com
Hang on, little tomato.

Date: 2006-05-15 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] venividi.livejournal.com
We over-almost-lapped.

I did supercomputer mumbo jumbo. Oh, and invented the T.U.B.E, down which data went before the MSS was ready ;)

Date: 2006-05-15 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] venividi.livejournal.com
D00D! if missus venivid can find work, anyone can find, er, wait, she's been out for three years now. er, never mind. D00D! if I can find work, anyone can find work! (yeah, that's the ticket.)

Date: 2006-05-16 06:11 am (UTC)
ext_8707: Taken in front of Carnegie Hall (quiet)
From: [identity profile] ronebofh.livejournal.com
I really do need to overhaul my CV.

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