rone | what will it take? (Reply)

What will it take for me to organize myself to the point where i am spending a small but useful amount of time on important things like creative endeavors, exercise, and keeping the house clean? Or, perhaps, setting apart time for projects at work that i've only been wanting to do since i started there 3 years ago? I've certainly improved over the last 10 years, but i guess i wish i'd improved more. I'm tired of being me-the-slacker. But perhaps i'm not tired enough to "do something about it". Or maybe i'm already "doing something about it," but not quickly enough for the perfectionist in me who wants to create change within with a snap of his fingers. I mean, seriously, why am i not a fucking god by now? I should be flying and transmuting matter, not sitting amidst detritus and dog hair.

I guess being a whiny baby is better than complacency.