it's not the same

[rone]

Even though Kim's gone for a shorter period of time than i was in India, it feels completely different.  In India, i was a fish out of water, so my attitude was one of pure efficiency: take care of self, take care of work, tour if possible.  I missed home, but it wasn't something that depressed me.  But now i'm the one left at home, and i feel wholly adrift.  Going to work is perfunctory; i come home and i'm bereft.  I'm pathetic and it disgusts me.  And yet it's only for a couple of days more, so really, what the hell am i whining about?

Comments

[ronebofh.livejournal.com]

Nah, they're just as pathetic as i am.

[pennyhill.livejournal.com]

There's nothing to do but order a pizza and read a really good book or two. Perhaps reading the book TO the dogs. Is The Boy still around? Have him fry up some fat-and-chocolate treat for you. Or better yet ... is there some project that Kim really needs you to do? You could Surprise Her! None of this will make YOU feel any better while she is gone, but it would make HER feel better when she returns! wOOt!