indisciplined

I write this poem under duress
I'm so involved, i don't know what to think
I repeat myself when under stress

The meter's a shambles, the scansion's a mess
The constraints of the form drive me to drink
I write this poem under duress

Far worse than playing little games like chess
No matter how closely i study it, my thoughts won't link
I repeat myself under stress

I tried looking at it for a whole day, i confess
No matter how i take it apart, my expectations sink
I write this poem under duress

I strive for more and yet end up with less
No matter how i break it down, it's just not my kink
I repeat myself under stress

I don't know whom i'm trying to impress
I feel like a fraud and a fink
I write this poem under duress
I repeat myself when under stress