rone | it's not the same

Even though Kim's gone for a shorter period of time than i was in India, it feels completely different. In India, i was a fish out of water, so my attitude was one of pure efficiency: take care of self, take care of work, tour if possible. I missed home, but it wasn't something that depressed me. But now i'm the one left at home, and i feel wholly adrift. Going to work is perfunctory; i come home and i'm bereft. I'm pathetic and it disgusts me. And yet it's only for a couple of days more, so really, what the hell am i whining about?